Dream - a divine interrupt or a hallucination

Last night I had a strange dream. I am lying on a bed. Suddenly something happens which suggests me as if God is appearing. My body had enormous vibrations (just as if billions of currents pass through your body... coldness....) . Even though I knew it was God.. I got scared .. and I shouted and ran .. in search of my mother.... I could feel the ecstatic vibrations in me for a long time. When I woke up I realized that the vibrations were extremely real. As I usually have such similar vibrations (of lower intensity) for quite some time now, I could see that it was something inexplicable ( the real feeling even when I was dreaming).
I wonder what it is.

When love causes fear

I can feel a strange pain; a fear that she has chosen the tough path to evolve. The fear has it's origin from a sense of belonging; who & whom? I have no answer.


Love calls for words

In the world of I, the decision is yours
As the life is yours & yours are its seeds
Of pain & pleasure, of thorns & treasures
As they lie in the womb of unknown seconds

I see the blood, I feel the pain
As you run from now and call for the breath
Midst mist of cough and you thought some death
Alas! Thus, tired of the screams you set to shout

Darker is the life it seems to me
Don't live in it rather embrace the death

Strange it is, the bonds of love
Binding one end with the others' right to fly free
The judgment suspends you, my questions censure me
To feel it again, to think of you again

What can I do so doing may not be yours
May be it's your embrace that's the victory of bond
But you seem to fail, as we all do in many
As we keep them waiting, and leave them burning.